Moving!

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I’ve decided to grab the interwebs by both horns and blend my blog here at The Chaos Witch with my art website (and rather dead blog) that I had over at Quantum Painter. The result is a shiny new domain name, self hosting on WordPress which is very exciting for me as I haven’t had proper hosting in a while, and lots of excitement (and trepidation!) coming from my end!

You see, I’m sort of in the broom closet… so to speak. But really, anyone who goes digging can easily discover my spirituality. I’ve decided to no longer ‘hide’ it on this blog, and simply put everything in one place, one website.

Catch you on the flip side!

My Pagan Theology: Transdeism

Intrigued by Teo Bishop’s post to the Wild Hunt on Crowdsourcing Pagan Theology, I thought it might be good to track my own ‘theology’ and how I currently frame my spiritual practices and understandings.

I currently define my own practice as trandeist. I have quite liked the term ever since I’ve encountered it as it sits comfortably with what I ‘believe’. I will explain what I think transdeism is and how I came to this theological perspective.

Cosmically Conscious by Babs Webb

Cosmically Conscious by Babs Webb

On labels

I think labels do have some merit. For some, labels are worn as a token of belonging to a specific group in order to feel part of a community. This can snap back in people’s faces when they discover that their chosen labels (such as Wiccan or Witch, for example) mean very different things to different practitioners who adopt those labels. While I do feel some sort of affinity with chosing certain labels to define my path, the main reason why I think labels can be beneficial to someone is that it allows them a sense of freedom to operate within that framework.

This might seem contradictory in some respects as labels themselves can be very limiting. But the period of searching which some people find themselves in can often have a satisfying ending once you have located a framework that you can work inside and reason with. I’ve got a few labels I use, chaos witch being an obvious one, and I also define myself as pagan as well as transdeist.

My background

I was lucky enough to be raised in a very open-minded household which gave me a lot of religious freedom. I was baptised Roman Catholic but this was mostly to satisfy some relatives and it was never followed through with any other ceremonies. I was a self ascribed atheist throughout most of my childhood and when I edged onto adulthood I took an online quiz when told me I was an Unitarian Universalist. I kept pushing at my boundaries until I decided Pantheism was an accurate description of the sense of divinity and connection that I felt with the world. It was within this pantheist framework that I felt comfortable exploring Paganism. Even though I had not even heard of chaos magic yet, I was consciously adopting paganism as a paradigm as I felt ritual and the suspension of belief and being part of a community, as well as the creative possibilities, were worthy pursuits. As I continue to expand my practice I find transdeism fits.

What is Transdeism?

Transdeism stems from panentheist belief which is that the divine is not only immanent (part of the physical realm) but it also exists above and beyond it (transcendence).

Deism is the belief that observation of the natural realm is sufficient evidence for the works of the divine, but also a rejection of revealed scriptures, mysteries, miracles and prayer. Reason is held above all else and supernatural events such as miracles are rejected in deism, but transdeism incorporates a search for the spiritual reality beyond.

Transdeism is therefore a belief in divine immanence in the physical world and beyond it with the tools of reason used to test and explore spiritual experiences in both the mundane realm as well as the astral realm/s.

Transdeism allows for a shift between paradigms, such as animism, panentheism, and Jungian ideas such as the collective unconscious. Emphasis is placed on the actions of the individual and dogma is rejected.

The divine is immanent but the sorceress can shift into a transcendent state. This could be through meditation, prayer and ritual. Alternative belief systems are universally accepted as paradigms through which to explore the different spheres of the divine. Art, science and magic are blended into a beautiful theological milkshake :)

I’ve benefited a lot from Nick Dutch’s videos in which he explains his own interpretation of transdeism from which I have borrowed heavily in this post. Go check out his videos on transdeism to find out more.

One Card Draw: Five of Swords

Not the most thrilling card to draw when you’re in a funk looking for guidance, but here it is. The Five of Swords.S5

I am quite challenged by this draw, especially from this deck. I am in the eye of a storm right now and there are some choices to make and decisions lie before me that are not easy if I am to chose the path less travelled. I had no idea that this is what 2013 had in store for me, even though this one has been brewing for a long time. It’s always how it is, isn’t it? What seems so obvious now was well signposted by my own damn self and the various things I remember verbalizing in conversations with different individuals over the past year.

The swords are not a nice suit to be sitting in, but the challenges of air are those of the intellect, of career, of the person I wish to carve through the mediums I so love to converse in. I consider myself an expert in communication but am typically poor at it when it comes to anything that involves colouring in outside the lines.

The battle is done, but there is more ahead. Life is a game, I’ve rolled the die, now it’s time to make my next move. It’s important to count the small victories for what they are (symbolised here, I think, by the flag of surrender).

Of late, I’ve been despairing how my art has taken a back seat in my world and how my day job has turned into something I never wanted. I do not think I am able to make a difference that is meaningful in my current situation, the environment is toxic and I am filled with pervasive apathy and despair that no amount of chamomile tea, lavender or St John’s wort seems to be able to soothe. Many solutions have been offered to me (including recommendations to go and see a doctor and go on anti-depressant medication, which astonishes me) but at the end of the day the choice is mine and I know I will be able to climb out of this on my own, no matter how much I wish for someone to swoop in and fix it for me.

Sometimes life reaches the end of one cycle and it is time to take up another. Return of Saturn: hello!

 

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Last week I turned 29, and soon after Easter was upon us. I do love Easter (here is a silly post I wrote about Southern Hemispherean Easter) (oh and I tweeted furiously about the Easter/Ishtar nonsense but others have that covered), mostly because I love the relief that the turning of the weather brings, and summer breathed out her last gasp this weekend as I managed to do a lot of chores and catch up with close family this weekend and finally blow out some cobwebs… literal as well as figurative! It has helped me think, and I am glad I am finally able to turn over what is going on inside my frazzled mind.  I will miss eating hot cross buns and I might miss the weather that’s good for mowing, but I really look forward to winter and the gnosis she always brings me. This one’s going to be a doozy. Bring it on!

Curse Shaming

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I’ve taken a bit of a step back from the pagan community both online and in real life and as an indirect consequence I’ve been pretty quiet on here. But this… this is something I just can’t help commenting on, my fingers have been twitching so OBVIOUSLY I need to just get this one out before I slink back into the corner again.

First of all, I can’t believe this is a thing. The pagan community on Tumblr has reached new lows of stupidity and because I need my fix of unicorn gifs and horned goddess art I am still exposed to it on occasion. By choice, mind you. I can’t help myself.

Just know this: Tumblr as a community is like 4chan, except everyone doesn’t realise that it’s not all a big joke, and everyone seems to take themselves way too seriously. For some people, the entirety of their pagan craft IS Tumblr. If you know about Tumblr you’re probably aware of the rabid dogs of social justice on there. Some of it is great, and I have a brand new bunch of labels to attach to myself. No really. Now I know all about my various privileges and about all kinds of shaming. Fat shaming and slut shaming and I know about all kinds of ‘positives’, you can be sex positive or fat positive etc. Here’s the thing: issues to do with body image, race, ethnicity and sexuality are important. You don’t get to choose the body you are given or what your sexuality is.

But what you DO get to choose is your spirituality. This stuff is a fucking choice. Now I realise some people are going to disagree with me on this one. I don’t really care, but it’s what I think and this whole post hinges on that so if you don’t agree perhaps it’s time to stop reading or you’re going to get frustrated. (Also, I am sorry that you’ve have been forced into a relationship and FORCED to curse people as dictated by your Old Testament styled God/s). So according to the rationale that we have free will and get to choose what we worship, practice, or don’t, ‘curse shaming’ or being ‘curse positive’ is NOT A LEGITIMATE THING. You don’t get to wave it around, because it is stupid.

Okay let’s rewind for people who aren’t on Tumblr and don’t know what the hell curse shaming is. There is a community of witches who are 6 months DIY in the sense that they have read the introduction to maybe 3 books on witchcraft (if you’re lucky) and the rest of their edumacation comes from the #pagan tag on Tumblr. A lot of them are Lokeans, funnily enough dating from around the time The Avengers came out in cinemas, and a lot of them write themselves ‘Asks’ as anonymous users to make themselves look like gurus who can answer any question about ‘the astral’. (Oh, and? Good one, Loki… good one). It baffles me that someone would claim to be an expert in the deep dark arte of witchcraft, hedge crossing and god spousal or whatever but doesn’t know what a spiral dance is and hasn’t READ The Spiral Dance. Their bandwagon of choice is curse jars. If something bothers them, they curse someone. If someone calls them out on it, they pounce on the attack… and curse that person. That person is a CURSE SHAMER, because they have ‘shamed’ the witch who has decided to curse, and YOU DON’T GET TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO THAT IS NOT OK EVER and I’M NOT WICCAN so don’t you spout your rule of 3 crap etc etc. I’m yet to meet a single actual Wiccan on Tumblr, by the way. Wicca is definitely a dirty word. The fluffy bunny wars of the early 2000s are over. Imagine you put a fluffy bunny in a blender with some lava. These are the new fluffy bunnies- just as misinformed, just as silly, but they are evil, they are proud of it, and they won’t stop until they have cursed and hexed the entire hemisphere so that the pagan tag on Tumblr is cleansed of anyone who dares wrong them!

And yes, they are teens. Or people in their early twenties. Now I know age shouldn’t be a factor and I’m sure there are powerful witches out their in their teens. By Tumblr standards, at 29 I am well and truly an old maid but I remain to be young blood in the real life pagan community that I’m part of. But this shit is just so unbelievably immature so I feel age, or at least lack of wisdom, is relevant. Many of these people don’t have jobs, still live at home, and love to talk about how marginalised they are because someone decided to call them out on their ethically dubious cursing practice- to me this is illustrative of a distinct lack of maturity and general life experience. Perpetuating this immaturity is that the main reaction to anyone who questions cursing… gets cursed. LOL!

The thing about cursing is, it’s generally an ineffective magical practice. And that’s why it makes you look stupid. The vitriol in this cursing practice that I’ve witnessed is unbelievable (I realise the irony as there’s some vitriol in this post too, I guess it’s just rubbed off. Do I need to go into curse jar rehab? HAVE I BEEN CURSED??!!!11). And from my experience the main person who this cursing is going to effect, is the person who spends all their time cursing. It simply makes you look like someone who doesn’t actually know anything about magic. Yeah, I said it. Go read some more. Go try some different magic. Try working through your issues, see a therapist, better yourself, leave the computer. SOMETHING. There may be a time and a place for cursing. But if you are adding something to a curse jar every time someone says something you disagree with on the Internet, trust me… ur doin it wrong.

I have absolutely no fear of being cursed (or hexed) not because of the 3 fold law, or some distorted view of karma, but because I know my own power and I take full responsibility for everything that happens to me. I have been around the block at least once and have had many people solemnly inform me that they have been cursed or hexed, as they wring their hands and ask me “What do I do?” Call me pragmatic, call me a skeptic, but my answer would be: go for a run. Go for a swim at the beach. Laugh. Get on with your life! If you are assessing your life situation and things are going downhill, don’t skapegoat an unseen demon that’s attached to you, or conjure crafters slinking in alleyways and poorly lit bedrooms putting hexes on you and poxes on your family. Own your shit and get on with it. To me this path is about taking responsibility. I wish more people would do it. But I guess they’re not going to. Human nature or something.

I would love to see actual proof… real, substantiated proof, that these crappy curse jars that have even been documented on Youtube (and by the way, is your ‘mom’ missing some herbs from her pantry now? Interesting how they’re always culinary staples… lots of oregano, thyme and basil going into these curse jars, I reckon you should invoke a free pizza while you’re at it) have resulted in any effect. Apparently being free from the shackles of ethical responsibility means you’re also free from any guidelines that give you some sort of idea of effective magical practice. ‘To Be Silent’ is the main tenet that’s violated, as these witches carefully document every single witchy fart they make because it adds to their mystique and witchy wonder. If your main motivation is to get infinite reblogs and likes, and your ask box filled with doting 13 year old fans asking you stuff they were better off Googling, check your priorities.

This post is an official slow clap from me for anyone who makes a ‘curse jar’ and documents it on the Internet for all to see. You are officially an idiot.

An Intermission

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I saw this graphic today and it got me to thinking. Well, I was already thinking. And now I am thinking more (fascinating, isn’t it).

I mean it’s commonly known that the path is not always straight. That there are often times when you go backwards. Or sideways. Or downwards. Or all squiggle-like.

There is definitely a snarl in my piece of string right now that is most vexing. It requires all of my powers of attention, so I think I’ll be a little quiet on here while I wiggle out of it.

My time is at a premium – mostly because the anxiety that dominates my current situation demands all of my spiritual reserves.

It’s not easy for an over achiever to accept that a step backwards is an acceptable way to go. But when painted into a corner, I am not one to accept and bow down to anything less than awesome.

For the first time in my life, I’m at an impasse. I don’t want the daily grind. I want the stars and the moon! And I hate having to wait.

To be continued, I am sure…

Big Wheel Keep On Turning? Jamming the Wheel into Southern Hemisphere Progressive Witchcraft

Do you celebrate the Wheel of the Year? What does it mean to celebrate the 8 Wiccan Sabbats in the Southern Hemisphere? How does climate change effect Sabbat celebrations? What happens when you turf the Wheel altogether? Pertinent questions, many of which I have been asking of myself in the past few years. The result is this blog post which has sat in my dashboard for a while. Time to birth it, ready or not!

Last weekend my coven sisters visited my house and we held sacred space and shared nourishing food with eachother. I documented a little of it in the slightly neglected coven blog but it has got me thinking about what the year ahead may hold in store, and the egregore of the New Year and what it means to be breaking away from the Sabbat celebration format, which is what we have decided to do this year. This follows on from a year of neglect of the traditional solar sabbat format and a closer focus to the cycles of the moon for me personally.

Australian Wheel of the Year by Sharon Mcleod

Australian Wheel of the Year by Sharon Mcleod

I have always preferred in my personal practice to identify with the divinity inherent in the environment around me, rather than adapt too much to something someone in the Northern Hemisphere wrote in a book about seasonal changes. The 4 seasons only very vaguely reflect the climate here, which is temperate/arid. We experienced a hot, dry summer when the shopping centres are packed full of Christmas decorations and punters attempting to escape the heat, and our winters are full of rains and lush green nourishment. In addition, Australia as a whole is a large continent which observes a diverse weather pattern from coast to coast.

‘Flipping’ the Wheel (turning it upside down to suit the oppositional seasons we experience on the underside of the planet) is a practice which I have given a red hot go. It has worked in some areas, and lacked lustre in others. I love celebrating Yule with a warm fire, a yule log and sharing of gifts. When it comes to a celebration like Litha, things tend to go sour. Litha should be renamed to Lithargy (amirite? amirite? I’ll be here all week!) in Perth, as it gets so ridiculously hot that one is not inclined to dance with the fae and frolic in the sunshine, but rather retreat to a dark den under a wet sarong and a fan. Lammas is even worse as it appears to be a great festival for baking bread… but turning the oven on in High Summer is an act of insanity in this witch’s opinion.

We experienced other difficulties as a group attempting to hold close to the sabbat format. Something about it had gone stale- and it wasn’t just the odd dough effigies we had crafted February and buried in Samhain. It could have been our foot-dragging when it came to acknowledging Celtic deities or neo-Wiccan-thoughtforms that some of us had difficulty honouring directly when they had no part in many of our personal practices. The narrative embedded within the Wheel often contains the mother goddess luxuriating with her pregnant belly – it’s a fertility cult after all – and some of us are distinctly child-free by choice or otherwise. We have a yogic witch, a high priestess with strong links to Grecian symbology, a shake of atheism in some corners and a smattering of rampant eclecticism in others. These are all normal elements found in many covens, to be sure. We have had ‘good’ years where we adhered to the southern variation of the Wheel very closely, and it was nourishing and rewarding, but we felt it was time to progress and evolve. We even tried incorporating aspects of the Noongar calendar of 6 seasons but something cultural appropriationish about it made me feel slightly uncomfortable without having more information than what is readily available. We wanted something more organic and true to the spirit of the moment. What did we truly enjoy? Gathering together, sharing space, and drinking tea. So we have now amended our sabbat/esbat format and simply agree to hold space once a month, ‘better it be when the moon is full’ or otherwise.

Personally, in the process of attempting to link into my environment more closely, I have become a weather obsessive. I closely follow a local weather forum and I religiously check an app called ‘Rain?’ on my iPhone. My moods are tied dangerously closely with the weather and I refused to participate in activities if I feel the weather isn’t optimum to the spirit of said activity. I try to ‘feel’ the weather and tap into the energies and it has been a really interesting experience. ‘Feeling’ time is over though, so now it is time to step into the space magically and engage in a process of celebration and honouring with actions. So, in summary…

What are the disadvantages of celebrating the Wheel of the Year?

The Wheel itself may be too rigid or fixed.

While solar events can be celebrated with a sense of clarity and the advent of the longest night or the equinox cannot be denied, a strong adherence to dates can be a little too impractical when it comes to Real Life commitments. Also, the seasons themselves are often in flux and it sometimes feels premature to celebrate the end of summer at the Autumn Equinox when temperatures are still soaring into 40C in April. I remember when we celebrated Samhain during a camping trip and there was a total fire ban in May still- which marred our celebrations somewhat as Summer was enforcing quite the hangover on us in drought conditions.

The Wheel’s Goddess/God narrative can often be unsuitable to eclectic or progressive practitioners.

Many witches, pagans and Wiccans are well familiar with the narrative of the Goddess and the God as it is realised throughout the year. When you connect with the land, the white, pregnant bellied goddess with long flowing locks doesn’t quite feel right in the Australian scrub of the Perth hills. You feel something else maybe, without a homogenized face that would be unrecognisable compared to those in the graphic of Sharon Mcleod’s lovely artwork above. If you identify as someone who isn’t straight or cisgendered, where do you fit in a feritility-driven narrative? What if your agricultural context doesn’t fit into a Northern European one? There is something a little (ok, VERY) colonial about imposing the Wheel on the Australian context. The ‘noble savages’ that appear in some graphics are also really distasteful.

There are some uncomfortable clashes with the public holidays in a Southern Hemisphere context.

Try as you might to reconcile the proliferation of Halloween symbology in October online and in the shops (and even your streets!) when you are attempting to observe Beltane, it simply rubs a number of ways other than the ‘right’ way. You could choose to hoard the cheap junky decorations and put all your Easter chocolate in the freezer so it can lay in wait for Eostre, or just let is slide over you and incorporate/ignore the fun mess in whatever postmodern way you can. It can be fun to rejoice in the Erisian humour that buying easter eggs in January can bring. I have a black Christmas tree decorated only with red and gold as my salute to summer and the secular Christmas holiday which I thought was Discordian enough until I saw the Halloween themed Christmas tree created by Bunny AKA Grav3yardgirl. Obviously I need to step this up a notch next year. If you see any Raptor Jesus or Muhammad Rex baubles, please let me know.

The historical justification for some of the festivals are a little iffy.

Crack open a 101 book and chances are, you will find some sort of justification for the narrative within each of the sabbat celebrations as if you are observing traditions which may bear resemblance to those of pagans via archaeological or historical evidence. Some authors will valiantly attempt to do some actual research and some threads may be plucked and woven that might have some validity, but it is hard to escape the fact that some of the festivals are 20th Century cobbled together creations. Most of the sources cited are secondary in nature and are definitely not reliable. The Wheel of the Year and it’s corresponding deities are definitely ‘neo’ pagan in flavour, but if you have as many illiterate pagans on your Facebook as I do, you will be no doubt told over and over about how Christians ‘stole’ ye olde pagan traditions and symbols and that we need to ‘claim back’ what is rightfully ours. Eostre is worshipped as some sort of actual goddess but her existence historically is not quite… there? As a servitor representing Spring she seems to be doing a good job though. Not quite as good a job as Mr Rabbit, mind you, but she’s doing all right. I am not saying that there is no validity to Ostara herself, or that there isn’t some sort of link to the past by tuning in with nature and celebrating the seasons, but it needs to be recognised that history is not a straight line and can’t be re-written to add to the romanticism or validity of your own practice today. Sometimes myths are just that – myths. Modern or not, we need to not conflate our contemporary practice with invented histories. So when I’m in a public circle celebrating Spring, Ostara, the eggs and the bunnies in September with the rest of the pagan community in my area, I do question if I am interpreting the ritual in the same spirit that it was created by my fair hosts.

The various deities summoned up across the scope of the Wheel don’t quite gel with eachother either. It is a cardinal sin to mix pantheons in a ritual no matter how soft polytheist you are (generally speaking) but we happily do it from Autumn to Spring. Plucking one European deity here and another European deity there from different cultures and climates is suddenly ok which might explain why some circles simply surrender to the homogenized neo pagan ‘Mother Goddess/Lady’ and ‘Horned God/Lord’. Please note: I don’t really have a problem with mixing pantheons in my own practice, although I did get a voice in my head driving down the freeway recently that said ‘get that elephant off my altar’ (referring to my Ganesh statues). I obliged.

What are alternatives to celebrating the 8 Sabbats on the Wheel of the Year?

Tune in with the Earth for a ‘full turn’ of the year, or even longer. Adjust your celebrations accordingly.

At a recent gathering of local pagan elders, many expressed that this was the way they chose to celebrate the cycles of the year and it was refreshing to hear so. It seems that even if you have a background of initiation into a British Wiccan Tradition it doesn’t mean that one is prone to inflexibility and many who have been walking the path for many years have chosen to listen to the land and adjust their ritual timing to suit what they heard in an eclectic fashion. It might even be that the 8 Sabbat format still fits and you wish to stick with it after your year of observation, but it will be reinvigorated with a deeper insight into just how it fits in with your practice and the landscape.

Talk to local indigenous elders in the community and find out about their  seasonal observances.

This might be easier said than done, especially if the indigenous community is disjointed or difficult to contact. It is essential to do this with sensitivity to a whole range of factors, but it never hurts to ask or show interest. It is important to do this not with a view to inject aspects of another culture into your own, but to provide an alternate insight to support your own understanding. This is not something I’ve been able to pursue yet but I am definitely going to look into it this year sometime.

Go lunar for a while to keep in tune with the tides.

Esbats are often billed as the circles where ‘important work’ is completed, but there is no reason why they all need to be working circles. Communion and reflection with the different moon phases as well as what a full moon feels like in different seasons of the year can provide some insight into the seasons as well. I don’t place much stock on the moon ‘types’ such as Frost Moon or Wolf Moon that you sometimes find in neo-pagan calendars as I couldn’t think of any correspondencies that are more irrelevant to an Australian context anyways, but I do pay attention to the astrological aspect of each moon.

Cut the wheel in half and observe the equinoxes and solstices (the solar sabbats) only.

If you wish to lighten your load if celebrating the whole Wheel is too much, it could be good to celebrate the equinoxes and sabbats only. These are fixed as long as the earth’s orbit around the sun is fixed, and can be adapted in a secular manner if you are solitary, for example and want to celebrate with family and friends who are not pagan. The ‘cross quarter’ sabbats are the other 4 and are pastoral in theme, and are often billed as the more ‘exciting’ sabbats but they also come with the most baggage.

Come up with your own ‘tradition’!

Whatever you choose to do in your quest to question the Wheel for a while, know that whatever you pursue in the spirit of attunement and communion will serve you well. Fundamentalism serves no one and forging a connection that is unique to yourself or your coven is something that has its own rewards. Keep a journal and record different observations at different times of the year, and create a chart marking notable events such as the first rains, major storms, heatwaves, or cycles and events in your garden. Don’t eliminate more mundane, domestic occurances such as the birthdays of loved ones, the birth of a litter of stray kittens in a vacant block nearby, the appearance of certain birds or insects, or times of the year when just about all of your colleagues come down with a winter cold! All of these factors can colour the way you oberve the cycles and spirals of the universe we dwell within. Work with your surroundings rather than against them. Rather than rail against the commercialism of unseasonal holidays, how can you use that energy instead to show your loved ones that you care, or give to the community or the environment in some way?

One day I hope to establish a tradition or share in one that has resonance and can be passed down to future generations. But for now I am enjoying partaking in what I see that is in front of me rather than worrying to much about the fit of something foreign or the dis-ease of something that does not fit. Neo-paganism should not be about fitting square pegs into round holes, so to speak :)

The Road Goes Ever On and On

Roads go ever ever on,
Over rock and under tree,
By caves where never sun has shone,
By streams that never find the sea;
Over snow by winter sown,
And through the merry flowers of June,
Over grass and over stone,
And under mountains in the moon.
Roads go ever ever on
Under cloud and under star,
Yet feet that wandering have gone
Turn at last to home afar.
Eyes that fire and sword have seen
And horror in the halls of stone
Look at last on meadows green
And trees and hills they long have known.
- J. R. R. Tolkien

 

I thought I might do a bit of an update on general things, as it has been an interesting January with plenty of weaves and turns that take us all further along the paths we travel.

I’ve been gently contemplating ideas for my tarot deck that I have decided to create. Actual work on this deck has been sluggish but the germination process will be slow and steady while I figure out what medium to complete to works in. To go digital, or paint on canvas? Paper or illustration board? It’s hard to decide right now. But here are two sketches for some major arcana cards so far;

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I’ve been hard at work in the garden this week, transforming overgrown corners into places that can grow plants that heal and plants to eat in our salads! Better pics of this little project in a future post :)

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My whole month has been coloured by the passing of my nanna. She was an awesome lady and this is her awesome dog, Ebony. She has come to join our little family! Ebony is quite dominant and even though she is a grand old lady, she is quite youthful in her demeanor. Even to the extent that she busted out of our rather secure backyard and had to sleep overnight in doggie jail until we could bail her out :( this one is trouble!

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I also got together with my coven last weekend which was wonderful; I blogged about it a little here. My 3 words of affirmation for 2013 are excellence, resilience, and wonder. Even the word affirmation is a bit naff, but hey, it fits! And last I checked, practicing witchcraft is a little naff too. Long live the naff. I might elaborate on these later, I’m considering hypersigiling them which should be interesting.